So, I made some choices that eliminated the chance to have a day to prepare for surgery. It causes me stress.

I'm not stressed for the actual surgery, just about getting all the work done beforehand and having my place setup for afterwards.

I can't see making a different choice than I did. I chose a person over my work. As a personal code, I try to choose people over other things and a particular person over all else. This code often leaves me scrambling to do the impossible.

I'm at peace for the actual surgery and will be happy once I'm on the table knowing I won't get bumped for some emergency.

On another side of life, my business is booming. I hope after this surgery I can keep on top of it. I also truly hope that I am able to complete some projects close to my heart that are more hobby than business.